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For the first time, going to a club here has left me a deep impression of racism. Though our higher authorities keep stressing on racial harmony and everyone being treated equally. It is 180 deg opposite. TOTALLY. In sch, you dont get to witness the real-world-life-situation. Only when you step out of your comfort zone and begin to explore, thats the point of time where everything will come to light. In other words, they have released their "potential". Seriously it was a turned-down for me and a few of my friends which i happened to bump onto them while queuing for 30mins to gain access to the club. Ok, at least not much for me. They were very enthu about entering the club and was creating much hype in the queue. After 30mins past, at the entrance where the bouncer stood checking one by one identity card for a scan on the race, then it daunt on me that M was not allowed to enter. In the first place, why can't they put up a sign and clearly state that M cannot enter instead of wasting our time queuing and creating false hope in us. So the others went in while i stood outside walking around aimlessly like a stranded man in the city before joining my another bunch of friends for awhile. The feeling of emptiness and loneliness at that time was undescribably beyond words. After they left to go somewhere, i was all alone at clarke quay. How pathetic can it be! Then soon came bonfurt. In all honesty, he is one true good friend of mine since primary school. He was able to enter the club but decided not to and accompanied me for i'll be alone if he got in. From 1am till 4am. Not only that, during shooting camp, i was down with rashes and he did not sleep and accompanied me by staying awake and since there was nothing for us to do, we went out patrolling in the dark school before going home to get it treated. It is rare to find this kind of friend in this world. All the one that i know have vanished. These are the few last souls standing. So at 4 we met up with liyuan, eeling, alvin, joce and evan and headed down to mac which was 1 street away. Slacked awhile and the guys went back. Seriously no thrill and it was a turned down. Total disappointment. Could have completed my math problem 5 revision in that duration. I did not go back because there was no bus and cab fare was kinda ex. If i go back early, it defeats the purpose of going town. Thanks though for the invitation to come down :)
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After all this rantings, my new Queen bed frame and sister's will be arriving in 3 hours time. I think it is an early Christmas present from my parents. lol. Gonna re-shuffle again my room and snap snap! Today i might be doing problem 5 revision before joining the rest out for celebration as i will be out of reach on christmas till sunday.
So till then, i wont be blogging till Sunday.